why is it that sometimes i have no plans and feel so anti social, and then other times every person i know wants to hang out with me all at the same time?? I like wanna see everyone but I also need to sleep and recover from my week and do my work. wheres the balance?
I’m sitting here procrastinating work that I should have started 3 days ago and looking at my schedule and crying a little bit.
I am literally going to have no free time ever and will probably take the whole weekend to recover. There is not going to be time for fun. Oy.
okay. i have my brother’s wedding to be in and a recital in 7-8 months…no better time like the present to really focus on my health and losing some weight so i feel good about how i look in both those things!
it moments like these, I really regret doing a dual degree program…its just so much, always and I never know where to put my focus.
But then I think about how far I’ve come, and I’m proud of myself.
I start my second year of teaching voice lessons tomorrow, and its amazing what I know now compared to last year at this time.
I’ll accomplish everything…somehow
I’m in a mood…and I wish i wasn’t, but I can’t get rid of it.
On another note, tomorrow might be my last first day of school in September ever. Thats really kinda weird.
Also, I’ve officially been living in NYC for a year. Thats awesome and crazy and exciting and I hope I make it to 10.
community. if it kills me i will make more of a community of these people this year.